Why... Why do you ignore me? Why are you lying? WHY?
You know I love you and if you do these things... you'll hurt me.
You know I'm sensitive... really sensitive! You know my situation...
But you... you're still doing it... You don't talk... God, this silence is killing me.
Why... Just... Why...?
Or am I being stupid trusting you? Dreaming about "us"? Loving you?
You... really hurt me and you're still doing it! Being ignored by the one you love is painful, but when you realize he's kidding you... is... is... Shit, I don't have words to explain it, I can't find a good enough adjective to describe how I feel when you're doing it.
I... really want to die... I really do. I'm immortal, so just kill me now.
When you'll kill me you'll realize this isn't Counter-Strike and I'm not immortal; I won't be alive anymore, I won't breath anymore, my heart won't beat for you anymore, ... I'm just... DEAD.
The problem now is that my love for you still survives even when I'm dead. Maybe with time it'll die too... Or maybe not... I don't know. All I know now is I'm dead.
No, wait. Life... LIFE! You won't win! I won't let it happen! I'm alive, still breathing, my heart is still beating for him, so... I'm alive. I mean, the body is 'cause my soul is lost... Lost forever.